Trembling again, while jerking off, I sent a message to them asking what the next steps were. As I continued to jack off during my session, I got a response! They gave me their personal email and asked that I contact them that way in the future. I was thinking they would ask me for more pictures or something. They also said that if I was a true submissive, I would enjoy it immensely.īeing extremely horny, I decided to respond and asked how these things get started. They preferred to be in total control and expected that I trust them. They told me they had been into BDSM for several years and that they had lots of toys and tools. That is, until I got extremely horny again a couple days later and was surfing the site. They responded the next day and I ignored the message as I thought I would. All the same, I was trembling a bit as I wrote back that I would like to hear more about it. I sent my reply knowing that I could just ignore any responses later. or what I mean is, what I was looking for while I was horny. This seemed exactly like what I was looking for. They seemed like regular guys, except I guess they must be gay if they were responding to me. I looked at their pictures on the site and they seemed about my age, mid 30's, and very fit with strong upper bodies, but not total body builders. In the email the gentleman said he and his partner are "doms" and like to educate new people into the lifestyle and wondered if I was interested in experimenting. One night when I was really horny I decided to respond to one of the emails.
My sex life still wasn't good and I was tired of just jacking off all the time. Again, I had no intension of following up with any of these people, but I had a few good jack-off sessions just fantasizing about it.Īs time went on and I jacked-off to my fantasy many times, I found myself thinking about it a lot and wanting to know what it might be like to suck a cock as I had expressed in my profile. Having a nipple fetish, it doesn't seem to matter who they are on if they are attractive nipples and a little on the large side. I wasn't really attracted to men, but I did find a few of the men had attractive bodies with strong hairless chests an nice nipples. I also received several emails through the site where the men would suggest we meet, or that they could satisfy my desires. To my surprise I started getting some interest! I think all but a couple of the people that reviewed my profile were men and several winked at me or indicated I was "hot". I wasn't even sure I could handle being restrained since I'm a little claustrophobic. Now I really didn't intend to go through with this, but it was really fun creating the profile and fantasizing about it. I also said I liked nipple play, to give and receive oral, tickling, massage, and other relatively tame stuff. In my profile I wrote that I was a submissive and had a fantasy of being lightly restrained and that I would like to be forced to suck my first cock. I also listed my location as a place out of town that I traveled frequently for work. I also indicated that I was interested in men, women, and transsexuals. It caught my open mouth and body, but left my face off for privacy. To do this, I just held the camera above my head and took the picture down my body. I decided to take a picture of me naked while lying on the bed, stroking my cock, and pretending to be ready for a blowjob in a 69 position. All I had to do was fill out some profile information and place a picture if I wanted. The site I found was really easy to use and it was free, so I decided to join. I had never done this before, but I know I've always fantasized about being used or forced a little. One thing that was particularly exciting was the concept of being a submissive. At the time I was very disappointed in my sex life with my wife, and I had a curiosity about meeting someone new for just sex. Several months ago I came across an alternative BDSM lifestyle site focused on getting members together to correspond and/or meet. Is it really tasty as some people suggest on the forums I browse? Sometimes when I get really worked up looking at videos on the web, or by just reading discussion forums, it makes me wonder what it would be like to give the blowjob myself and be on the receiving end of a facial? The hornier I get, the more I fantasize about being the girl in the videos. When I see the women smiling and having a good time, it makes me wonder if it really is that great. Over the years I've developed some sort of fetish for this, possibly because I hardly ever get a blowjob from my wife and I yearn for a blowjob so much and think it is just wonderful that some women are willing and thoroughly enjoy pleasing their men orally. My usual searches for porn on the Internet are for men cumming on women, preferably on their face, mouth, and tits.